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Is my depression causing me to be envious of people who commit suicide?

I have Major Depressive Disorder (so I am told). I don't think I would ever have the guts to kill myself, but I envy those who do. Could this be the depression?

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1. This could easily be caused by your depression. Fight it! I don't want you to die.

2. why fighting to live if we living to die ?

forget it

suicide is for weak ppl hell i know it for a fact that my life wont have any happy or good parts but what can i do i just have to live it

life is way to hard you just have to take it and if you cant KILL YOURSELF
nah im just joking you have to be strong get out of the house \ go out with your friends\ get a boyfriend \ get a job \ killyourself lol nah im just playin seriously though you have to go out

3. before u do anything crazy call me lets have sex

4. Dont listen to those idiots telling you negative stuff.
you shouldn't be envious of people who killed themselves because wherever they went heaven or hell or wherever if they can see how they hurt the people they love and left on earth they probably regret
what they did =(...

you should get out your house more and maybe take a vacation with family and friends.
because when I feel depressed I feel better after I get out of the house and get some air or I go to the library to get my mind off things.

and you should read like when I read I feel like Im in the book and all my sad thoughts disappear :D.

what also helps I think is anti-depresents, I take them and I think I feel a bit better and I go to therapy also.


Stay Strong =D ~

Also just know that your not alone~

5. suicide calls my name. i keep telling myself... giving up doesn't make u weak... it makes u strong enough to let go.

6. same thing here. but i do not envy those who can do it. i agree that they have some extra stamina or an immeasurable bluntness that moves them all the way to the end. but I appreciate whatever it is that they have. i try my own way. something or the other stops me. i console myself saying, its not your cup of tea. so, endure and enjoy what life has in store for you. if there is nothing but depression, live up to it. the catharsis will give you a pleasure. you know what - there is a pleasure in senses of loss; there is a joy in senses of melancholy; there is everything in senses of nothingness. you just need to feel it. listen to Waka Waka. relate it to you.